距離

我發覺与你保持一段距離，我比較會平穩些。

我害怕与你近距離接觸，我會忍不住會打你。


聽人說：
最遠的距離不是生与死。
而是我在你身邊而你不知道我愛你。

可笑，我覺得最遠的距離是“恨“。
暗戀，還有接近的機會。
反而恨，是切斷所有可以的關聯。

很多人說恨是愛的反面。
有恨就有愛。

我在想，沒有了愛是不是恨呢？
若不是恨那是什麼呢？

Music in my heart

U never know, what u done of me. what ur affact of me. u never know the wrong thing that u have giving me.

U open my eyes, to let me see the wrose thing i haven't saw before. U are the heart less cold blood creture. I suppost carry on, to forget u. I won't hate u, u even didn't diserve of it.

But why, like ur kind of person. stil got people who love u. I have though before, though of did i have make a wrong judge. But when the person who by ur side one follow one leaving u. I can comform my though was correct.

Sorry to say like that, but really. U have to learn how to be a human but not a creture who alway cheating of other person. always try to get bennefits from other people. Cause it very suck.

These maybe the reson, i can't forgive myself that been be a fool. I stil remember when i know u new i was believe in wat u have say. i treat u as a friend at that time, but u just wanna prove ur attraction then be kniceness to me.

U let me felt like u had using my feeling hust for proving i also will follow in u. I very hate myself, i very regust that feel pity on u. But also have to thanks u for letting me to recognize ur true face and let me see through real side of the fat face.

really i think u two can be a good team, cause u two were the same kind people. so thats why ur two were gather together. joining the same group, and i'm sure the group of ur friend defernally will like u two.

i have to thank god, for me to leaving any linking of them. wat a nightmare.