So lazy to use chinese input for typing.

Recently not much posted post. I think i'm really lazy to type in chinese. I more like to use english to type my post, but lot of my friends say use chinese they will more understand what i wanna tell. i also agree with that, but i stil so lazy use chines input to type a word. So complicate. Used english more easy.

That day, we had met at friend wedding (it sound familiar, oh i copy from friend's blog). Seem it look like everybody were great and live usually. Because of so long not meet so i was speack less, wordless and the hall night i just quite. i feel a bit of tired at that night, these cause my friends misunderstanding that say i was unhappy that day. Haha, why i will unhappy lei?

But i got a bit reguest, that i miss the event that i wanna attend. Unfortunally it held in that day. So i have to miss it lo. Have to wait for another year liao. T_T

Actually, i so weire cause since now i stil won't take a look at him. ha~ so weire la. y? cause i fare i will get fool again. so have to stop myself.

fan nao

愛睡的星期

為了追戲，我竟然犧牲我寶貴的睡眠時間。自作自受，在公司吊魚。還好近期非繁忙時期，還好沒吊的很明鮮。

由於頑強的意知力，令我克服睡魔。一大把年紀了，我還學年青人醬瘋。

怪怪的我

我發現我真的很怪異。有人對我好，我反而覺得很不自在。我真的異於常人，我會覺得內疚，當別人對我好，當別人疼惜我。就拿我媽來說，現在她格外的疼我。我當然覺得高興，可是我也覺的內疚。我覺得，這樣對我的姐姐和弟弟很不公平。

哀！有人對我好，我就想加倍的回報。彷彿不想虧欠別人。也許是我的自卑心作祟，常常覺得自己不配給人疼愛。我是不是賤骨頭。真的很莫明奇妙。或許我太計較了吧？

以前的我常常想獨立，不太想靠別人。現在的我，不懂就會問。不再自我了，但有些原則我還是不能改。那可是我對自己的規制，是防止我自己的本性變質。我真的很害怕自己會變成我不想變成的人。所以我拼命的遵從我對自己訂下的規律。

鏡子
我看見的那，
那真的是我嗎？
望著那空幻的眼神，
那真的是我嗎？
我開始迷失了，
那真的是我嗎？
我漠視那鏡子裡的我，
那真的是我嗎？


相信
你覺得是對的，我認同。
你說那是真的，我同意。
那是我們之間的默契。
那是我們之間的信任。
那是我們一直相信的。