Feel freak recently, I think it because of me always meet with some weird people. I can consident as the most normal person in a group of freaks.
Still, i alway didn't understand. Why all people needed love so much. And I wander did I really not needed people to love me so. These mean I'm a freak? Or I'm just abnormal?
Maybe I'm just afraid to fall in love, I may look so open minder. But I still can't accept the fact. The fact of I can love with someone. It so suffer, that I alway think of rationality. Rational make me afraith and lose my qualified to love.
Loving a person, mean a responsible. I don't think I can competence this responsibility. Me was an amphibian kind of person, inside of me got a deeper dark hole. Inside contend all of my dark side, my negetive thing.
Sometime, I'm so confruss. I like when I'm was alone, but I also will feel lonely in the same time.
Now is the time for me to make decision, I only can choose a road. The both two roads also will suffer me, and not way I will choose the third choice.
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