Who I suppose count of.

Don't know I'm such a strong, why every ready, willing share their weakness to me. Their alway show out the weak part in font of me. I got the gift given by god, so they all easy get close to me.

I may easy to understand the feel of them, even i had can fell more then other person. But it influende my singel of emotion. They sad, my heart will get hurt. I really hate that fell. Why everyone though I was countable, why they wanna count on me. It make me saving lot of screat that only I knew. I'm so afairth that one day i will, break the promise and release all the screat.

If everyone got some promblem or some private think don't wanna let other know. But it let me knew, why I alway can knew what they wanna tell me.

I also wanna let someone I trust to know the deep fell inside of me, but I know they will not understand. And I not dare to share, I had tries few time before. In the conclusion, they will not continue listen and think I'm making laugh.

I really hope that someone can understand and believe in every word that I say. It maybe was the balancing of natural. If I got extra one , it will took away one of me.

It can't blamming other people, cause sometime I also can't believe what had i though and can't believe what I hads say.

I still remember when I was child, Every word that I spoke out. Sure everyone believe, but the people who believe were also child. Cause I had prove them to believe, only erther never listen and think I'm unusual.

But when the times passing, children growing up. They not believe anymore, and I become wordless. It took me a long time to inthrough this world. I start talking the "language" this world need.

Maybe I was born in the wrong time. I suppose some old centery person. I content some old soul.